Saw a stray doggie...

These few days noticed a stray doggie appeared in apartment. Its fur is actually very nice and doesnt look dirty. These few days no matter noon or night, it's raining and the weather is so cold. I saw its innocent face and it looks like feeling cold, makes me wanna to provide a home for it yet it's not what i can do now... How can I help it? :(

Selina 張承中 《愛的宣言》

原來世界上還是會有這麼樣好的男人！也許人生還是充滿希望的！加油！

A slap woke me up!

A month ago, i had a long phone chat with his sister.
She was kind enough to tell me what had happened in the past 6 years, and the chat time took 6 hours from 12.30am to 6.30am.
6 hours to tell me about the incidents happened in these 6 years, it sounds like too short, but to me, it's too long as in the content almost killed me!

Finally, i understood why were the family members dislike me, in their perceptions, i'm a clubbing gal (in fact, i dislike and didn't clubbing). My outlook does looks like 'flirting around'. And the purpose that I stayed with him was i'm digging money and advantages from him. Does it true??? I was shocked when i heard these. These are not the end yet.

'Since when i asked money from you for my dad's funeral in 2008? Then, u went home asked from your dad about RM8000+. Since when i asked RM10k from you to foot my school fee? And you went home and asked your dad about the money again~~~ But, did I asked for it from you? I'm so shocked when i got to know these! How can you telling these 'reasons' to your family. And these ruined my image in your family members.'

Thinking positive always!

Once, thinking of such problems will making me so frustrated!
Yet, life is still on, tell myself in my heart, no matter how tough, there must be a solution for that. There must be! What should do is just bear with it, be patient, thinking positive! The path in front of me is unclear, yet i'm looking forward to discover it. i believe rainbow appears after rain... My world is raining but soon it'll stop, it's just a matter of time.

六年后的今天，停止再傻下去。。。:''(

一如往常地开着面子书，同样的看看你有没有新的粘贴，正如也开开她的来看看。。。
果然今天的就是不一样！
她的户头照片已经换了啦！换了一张很美很美的。。。婚纱照！
虽然那张照片并没有你在里面，我想说：也许是拍来玩玩的。。。
但看见她的朋友留言，恭喜她了！她也回了个笑面。
那证明了我是对的了。。。
一直对自己说：朋友之中，我最不愿意知道的喜事就是你的了！
没想到这一天，真的来了！
我们正式分开有一个月吗？
是我太傻？这一次，我真的没有了你，无助时，我再也不能再拿起电话，打着熟悉的电话号码，向你求救了！
此时此刻，我该醒了！六年后的今天，我醒了！
谢谢你！

我该恭喜你么？祝你幸福！

宁静的早晨

一个不被干扰的早晨。一个人可以很自在的做要做的事，睡到自然醒。 安静的时候都会在想活着是为了什么呢？ 每个人都在为自己的生活忙忙忙，我们可以有不忙的时候吗？ 每个人都为了自己的前途努力着，我们可以不努力吗? 平时都是自己照顾自己的一切生活所需，不够钱时就会教多几分补习， 生活算是有进步吗？ 很想离开这里。因为？不需要塞车的地方且平静， 开始问自己：这是我要的吗？ 也许我需要去远一点的地方。放逐一下自己，去体验体验那种身在异乡的生活， 或许我才能真正的感恩，现在的我其实也不错。。。

A wasting time day makes me feel so

I realized that actually I cannot stand the time when nothing to do...
Look at what have I done for today: Went to renew passport, it was only take 2 hours to get the thing done. Then, gave tuition to my students for 2 hours. After that, I was waiting for his call for the whole day. I was nagging at him that why am i taking a whole day leave since he was asking me to do so but ended up he's still at uphill and when the traffic was congested only he called me and said will come down when the traffic is smooth. Cant I just throwing temper at him? I hate waiting time pass! He's really not tolerance on me... why cant he just coaxing me? Is he the one I want actually? Until this second, I still confusing on it. My brain is stuck! Why I cant just well organized on myself? I'm really poor in it!