A wasting time day makes me feel so

I realized that actually I cannot stand the time when nothing to do...
Look at what have I done for today: Went to renew passport, it was only take 2 hours to get the thing done. Then, gave tuition to my students for 2 hours. After that, I was waiting for his call for the whole day. I was nagging at him that why am i taking a whole day leave since he was asking me to do so but ended up he's still at uphill and when the traffic was congested only he called me and said will come down when the traffic is smooth. Cant I just throwing temper at him? I hate waiting time pass! He's really not tolerance on me... why cant he just coaxing me? Is he the one I want actually? Until this second, I still confusing on it. My brain is stuck! Why I cant just well organized on myself? I'm really poor in it!